MAKE IT HAPPEN.

i used to think it could possibly work out.

then bang!.

now i'm seeing millions of different reasons as to why it was wrong in the first place. all the naggings i had to endure from all the people surrounding me just to take "the leap".

now i'm the sucker.

because the rock i had isnt the type i thought it'd be. and i'm really tired of trying to see it in a different light. maybe there is no other "brighter" light.

afterall, i know the "slut" word was used. hahahah.

and because of that, i know it means nothing anymore.

its just like when i buy sth out of impulse, and regretting it later on. even if i dont dispose of it, i'll just chuck it away. it'd be so deep in my stash that maybe it'd be unearthed by the time i move out.

lol. if that even makes sense.

anyway, i'm not gonna do anything. this is evidence. ha.

till then. its over. i'm over.